Idiot...

OK... um... I'm confused now. I was depressed. Now I'm not, and feel dumb for feeling depressed...
sooooo... i don't think this is normal.
LoL...

well. I have a strange reason of countering what i say right after i write it. Maybe I'm letting myself get too involved with these petty issues. Since i am happy. Just I'm not normal, i think.
It doesn't make sense to me anymore. I want someone to know i was depressed. Yet i don't think i am? Am I?
If i label them petty though they'll grow again and I'll be sad. Doesn't make sense anymore. It is never simple is it?

Tomorrow I'll probably be happy. Have some problems with my two test, spend time with my girl, be happy and annoyed. Or maybe we'll just have fun. I don't know. I know ill talk with my friends. Play in band class in preparation for grad... But none of that would make me sad.

I make myself sad. Yet i cheer myself up too...

I need to know if this is normal... or if i need help.