The stress from the group project has caused me to retract into myself and find everything i believe is wrong with me. Of course as a psychologist i know this is a normal response. However i tend to keep everything inside until it gets so server i burst. Which among other things leads to depression and social awkwardness.
Still i don't want to have other people to see my chinks. Only when I'm cornered would i admit it. But i guess i want people to corner me to get me to say it. Only subconsciously though, outwardly i want no one to know my problems. Depression is easier to me then telling people my problems.
Everyday i deal with other people with problems, the last thing they need is my problems along with it. So this is just me venting. Don't worry im not always depressed... to my knowledge. And you can always count on me to be positive outwardly. So dont worry yourself
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