Its been a while since i have been positive about anything really. Battling bouts of depression and constant insecurities have really done a job on my mind. Surprisingly the cure was to become sick enough to be stuck at home for a couple of days.
Along with the help of my family and friends.
However when stuck at home with basically nothing to do (since my headaches made almost everything a burden) i lay down and thought. The thing is that it wasn't the annoyance at being sick or the pain of having a project due on Thursday (which is a group project so i sure as he** am gonna finish), but instead i realized how much the people around me cared about my well being.
My girlfriend called me all the time and continually worried about me. Witch was actually a good thing. Parents cared for me even with the risk of catching my cold, which would mess things up pretty badly. As well as my friends who demonstrated that they don't want me to "Die on us"...
Without the stress from school, i think my life will be a lot easier. Until then ill just have to count on the people who care about me.
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